Circling Back

I find myself stuck in an ebb & flow. Repeat.

Progression is not something that I’m great with. The ideas are there… but the follow-through?

Lacking.

Tell myself there are logical reasons behind why but are they really logical to anyone except me?

Would I even speak them to someone else? Doubtful.

Sometimes it feels like I’m screaming inside myself. Trying to claw and tear a way out through this flesh cage.

Can you picture it? I can.

Regression is really something that I’m great with. The ideas are there… but the follow-through?

Drowning.

Tell myself there are logical reasons behind why but are they really logical to anyone except me?

Would I even speak them to someone else? Doubtful.

Constantly it feels like I’m screaming inside myself. Trying to claw and tear are way out though this flesh cage.

Can you picture it? I have.