Recap? Kinda?

So I'm still exhausted but that's nothing new. The holidays we're okay but I'm thankful they're over, that's just too much socializing for me. Ended up being pretty dang sick for New Year's Eve and then recovered the next week, I'm still in semi-recovery. I think somebody gifted me the super cool new flu type that's going around. Had vacation until just yesterday, it did actually start on NYE. Not enjoying being back at work in the least and wish I could magically get enough money to take a full year off so I can focus on Art and mental health. The world is a giant dumpster fire and specifically this fucking country. Social media is awful and makes for bad mental health which makes for bad physical health. It's hard to get away from the negativity and the anger. The want and need to escape This modern life into a cold snowy mountain forest is so strong.